Pics not up yet...I guess I'm just not that motivated to get them up right now. But while I'm here I might as well speak on something thats floating around in my head. Does it really matter if other people don't understand who you are? I'm usually the type of person that would say of course not it doesn't really matter, but I have to admit that I struggled for a long time to try to make people understand me. After awhile I just got tired of trying to change the image that people had of me if I felt it was the wrong one. I'm not saying that it still doesn't bother me...I'm just not trying to change it anymore. If someone understands then they do, if they don't then they don't...It really came about because I wanted to at least have someone that I knew like the same kind of things that I like and not just people like to go out or kick it or whatever. Some of the things that I appreciate I would like to see be appreciated by someone else other than me. Some times I get convinced that either I'm surrounded by idiots or that I'm actually crazy. They're not idiots because they don't like what I like...they're just idiots normally.

You know what though...I'm not gonna complain about not finding people to understand, I've done it once so at least I know I'm not crazy.

Back at work after my two-week paid vacation from the Army, actually it wasn't too bad. It was 95 -102 the whole time but it felt good, that dry heat made it not too bad. I think I've seen just about as much as I could see of El Paso in a 2 week period. Went to New Mexico to White Sands, Alberquerque, and Las Cruces. Spent just a little bit of time in Juarez, Mexico...Went to plenty of restaurants, bars, and clubs while I was there. Considering there were no trees the scenery still looked beautiful because I don't get to see that ever. (Looks like it came from a Road Runner cartoon) Oh yea, the work I had to do wasn't that bad either...I was basically responsible for getting computers up in running in one of these war simulations room, they weren't the fancy ones (those were in another room). They were the ones that were crappy and didnt work right, but after a few days got all of them working and got everybody happy. So I had fun getting all that crap to work. I'm gonna post some pics when I get some more time....maybe even detail some of the events that took place there.