I guess I'm in the talking mood today or something...Or just a lot on my mind. I could probably speak all day on the choices that we have to make and the consequences and rewards that come from them. A lot of the choices I make I have come to make those judgements about the consequences/rewards fairly quickly, so I can realize what I'm getting into before I do it. I know a part of my problem comes from the choices that I make regarding relationships. Those have become my trickiest ones, and its usually due to the choices and paths I've placed myself on right before the new choice appeared. Usually what happens is not really beneficial to any party involved and it creates a lot of disruption. The funny thing is though, I can see that disruption before it even occurs, before the path is changed, before the choice is made, before one word is spoke, I already know how its gonna turn out. I don't really give any insight on what I see is gonna happen, I guess I'm not really sure of the reaction I would get. Or is it that I do and I just don't want to see that happen? I can argue to myself that I really don't know what's gonna happen....very true...but I also know given my beliefs right now, what choices I will make then. Now if I happen to see things different between then and now, then I will more than likely think of another scenario different than the one I have now. I always thought that if people knew what I was thinking that things would be different for the people that know me..... Well I guess from this blog I will test that hypothesis? :::Let the truth begin:::