I was sitting here thinking about the plan I had adopted when I moved to Ohio, I had it in my head that the way I acted when I lived in Milwaukee was completely unacceptable. So I set out to change my ways in hopes that one day I could live and feel free from the shackles of whatever guilt that I had from before. There's two things wrong with that scenario.... for one, I'm thinking that I changed the wrong things..... two, I changed the wrong things. I changed into what I thought was the right direction to go. I just needed to continue being who I was and not worry about all the other crap going on.