Ramble Rant

I sit here in my 3 walled cube contemplating about where my life has been, what it is, and where it is going. I know for certain that what I want out of life is way more than what I have right now. I'm not really sure how its gonna come about though, There are other times when I'm not even sure its gonna come about at all. It gets very easy sometimes to succomb to the voices telling you that you can't get what you want. That's when the plans for the future just seem to crumble right in front of your very eyes. I was never really to fond of making out plans before, especially the ones that had to deal with.... Life. I don't think I can answer the "What are you doing in 5 years?" type questions, but I do know that I want my plans to be a success. Hell, I may even say that I know they will be.